...And I'm Dying To Tell You, That I love you

OK, this is an entry that I have been thinking about for a long time. And I think I finally got up the guts to write it down. And tell her how I feel.

As many of you know, there is this girl at work, who I have really liked for a long time. She knows who she is. Ever since the first time I met her, almost two years ago, I senced a connection. We have been working togeather for a long time, and we have a really good relationship... as friends. I really want it to go to the next level though. The problem: I don't have any idea if she likes me back or not. I'm really bad at this stuff, I can never tell if people like me back or not, that seems to be my major issue.

Since I have known her, I have grown a lot I wold say. Knowing her has really had an influence on my personal, and spiritual life. Seeing how string she is in her faith has made me much stronger in mine. (this entry isn't going as well as I had planned) Anyway, I know that she really doesn't date, but I am hoping that when she gets home from camp and reads this, that she will give me a call and tell me that she would make an exception for me. If not, then it wasn't meant to be. (please let me know either way) I know she is going away to college soon, but i don't care. We will just have to wait and see.

Pray for me :)

~Me

Blah...

Today was a pretty boring day, you know: school, work, etc.

I woke up this morning, late as always to bring myself and my brother's to school. School was pretty boring as usual. In schience Mr. Oliver spent the whole time going over something that I didn't understad anyway. So I spent the whole class trying to put on of the essay's on my computer. i hard task considering that most of the problems involve pictures. I had to draw them on my computer and it took forever. I wasn't able to finish and it was taking way too long, so I wrote the rest down on a piece of paper wich I will hopefully put on the computer tomorrow. Then my laptop ran out of battery, so even if I wanted to I couldn't have finished. At the end of third block I get a call from work on my cell phone. They want me to come in early, as usual, but they wanted me to run the front, which I enjoy, so of corse I agreed.

After school I had a yearbook meeting, where we talked about our theme for next year. I am really exited about it. I think we're supposed to keep it a secret right now, so that is what I am going to do. I am one of the staff photographer's for the yearbook. I am really excited about doing that, and getting to get into all of the sports games for free. Plus, I love taking pictures, so I dont mind at all. The hard part, of corse, is going to be getting all those days off from work. I will manage.

Some of the yearbook staff stayed to burn CD's for the suplement. i had to leave right away though because, as I said before, they called me in to work early. I wouldn't have time to go home, so I wanted to get to work in time to have something to eat. I ended up eating McDonald's and when I was finished I still had a half hour til I was supposed to start, I couldn't believe it. So I waited around, then got to work.

Running the front went quite smoothly, there were no major problems except for the fact that someone decided to come in late. Not by much, but just enough to create a problem. His loss, he got marked in late. The rest of work went pretty well. I was training Amanda in the booth, she is doing really good. Someone put an extra book of tickets in and didnt leave a note, so it kept coming out wrong. eventually Peter found the problem and after theat everything went relatively smoothly. I think I tought Amanda a lot, she is really eager to learn, which is great. I think she will do an awesome job. There is so much to learn in the booth, you don't even realize it until you have to teach someone else to do it. I didn't even get through half of what I wanted to show her. O, well she has pleanty more training to go, and I am with her on Saturday again so I can see how she is progressing.

That's all for now. Hi Jackie!

A Post a Month...?

I know, I know. I haven't blogged in a while, I feel bad about it, but Jackie is the only one who reads this thing anyway. i am going to try to update on a more regular basis from now on. I will spare you the recounting of my life since my last post and skip foreward to today. Suffice to say that I'v been very busy.

Today started out normal. I got up and got ready for school. I got up late as usual. I went to go to school and started not to feel good, but I had to bring my brother and Wes to school, so I couldn't go right home. When I'm on my way to Wes' house Laura calls me on my cell phone and tells me that she missed her bus again and needs a ride. I told her I'd be there soon. What a good friend, right? So I pick up Wes and Laura and go to school. I decide that I feel bad enough to not go to school. I called my dad and he said it would be okay if I went home. I really didn't want to miss today because finals are this week, and I'm sure that I missed some important information. O well, I will get it tomorrow.

It was nice to come home early for a change, espetially considering that I didn't have to work today. It was a real day off, for once. So I canme home and watched some T.V. and did some PHP programing, I am almost done with one of the project's I am working on, so I am pretty excited about that. I am having trouble getting the UPDATE query to work and it is making me really angry. I swill have to finish work on that Visual Basic program for work too, I haven't really touched it in months.

Later on i decided to go to Staples. I had been the day befor to pick up some Sharpie(r) Mini's(tm), but when I got home I realized that some idiot had partially removed that cap on the black one I bought, thus completely frying it out. i was kinda mad. That's why I went back today, to get a new one. I exchanged the "broken" one for a fully functional one, and I also bought a new one for extra insurance. Go me! On the way home from Staples it poured like I have never seen before. I could barely see five feet in front of me, I was forced to go like 20 miles per hour.

So, I get home and relax for a couple hours, the Sarah calls because I forgot, again, to pick her up. I had to bring her to the High School because she is going to be playing in the band. I can't understand how I keep forgeting her, but I do. Today, the most likely reason is that since i didnt go to school, i wasn't thinking about picking anyone up from school. I go and get her, and bring her to the High School with plenty of time to spare. I hung around for a while because a lot of my friends are in the band, so I like to hang out with them. Alisha was mad at Steve which made her quite unpleasant to be around, so I left. I can understand she was mad at Steve and everything, but that's no reason for her to not even give me a hug, I was kind of mad.

Later I went to Big Y to visit Amanda because it was her first day working in the Service Desk. I am so excited for her, and so is she. I am training her tomorrow, and I can't wait. She seems to be doing quite well, She is, of course nervous, bu who wouldn't be. I was leaving the store and getting ready to go home and I saw Dez and so I waved. i was going to get in my car and she beeped at me, so I got out to see what she wanted. Which was just to say, "Hi", but that was okay, i didn't mind. Laura was also there and I was very glad to see her, it has been such a long time since we've hing out.

All in all I had a pretty interesting day. Hope you enjoyed hearing about it.

P.S. - I miss Jen and Steph, I hope they come back soon.

I'm Blogging this....

So, today I wore my "I'm Bloggin this" shirt, which Jax is quite farmiliar with.

Anyway I was walking into school today and Jesse was walking with me. He see's my shirt and he says, "I fucking hat you Kyle."
I was like "what?", and he was like, "O, I just wanted to see if you would blog about it" SO, I did.

Ooie

Look at my new blog design :) Isn't it grand? I designed it myelf. please comment and let me know what you think. It's really easy to comment, I promise.